Interview 7: Functional Language, Isolation, and the Desire to Be Heard
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 03AR15
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
Unlike many participants in the corpus who describe creativity as an active part of their lives, this participant begins from a position of uncertainty. When asked whether he uses language creatively, he repeatedly returns to the idea that language in his life has become largely functional. Living within a constrained social environment and recovering from illness, he feels that many opportunities for self-expression have diminished over time.
Yet as the conversation unfolds, a more complex picture emerges. Beneath the participant's descriptions of routine, isolation, and anxiety lies a thoughtful reflection on communication, identity, and the importance of being listened to. The interview becomes less about creativity as artistic production and more about the social conditions that make expression possible.
Key Themes
Functional versus expressive language
Social isolation and withdrawal
Anxiety and communication
Recovery and rebuilding a life
The need to be heard
Creativity and opportunity
One-to-one communication
Identity and self-expression
Supported housing and daily routine
Relationships and belonging
Interview Summary
The participant initially describes language as primarily functional. Unlike writers, artists, or musicians, he does not see himself as someone who regularly uses language creatively. Instead, most of his interactions are shaped by everyday practical needs, healthcare appointments, and life within supported accommodation.
As the conversation develops, however, it becomes clear that the participant's relationship with language is deeply connected to social circumstances. He explains that creativity requires opportunities for expression, an audience willing to listen, and environments that encourage communication. In the absence of these conditions, language becomes reduced to necessity rather than exploration.
A recurring theme throughout the interview is isolation. The participant describes losing many of the social activities that once gave structure and meaning to his life. Friendships, leisure activities, and informal social contact have become less accessible, leaving him with a daily routine centred around television, newspapers, and solitary walks. Although he values solitude to some extent, he also recognises the emotional cost of prolonged isolation.
The interview also explores anxiety and communication. Large groups, parties, and social gatherings are described as overwhelming, while one-to-one conversations feel safer and more manageable. The participant repeatedly contrasts structured interactions with the unpredictability of social situations, suggesting that communication becomes easier when clear boundaries and expectations are present.
Perhaps most strikingly, the interview reveals a desire not simply to speak but to be heard. The participant reflects on how creativity and expression depend upon the presence of attentive listeners. Without opportunities to share thoughts and experiences, language becomes increasingly functional and constrained.
Taken as a whole, the interview offers a powerful account of how social circumstances shape communication. It reminds us that creativity is not only an individual capacity but also something nurtured—or limited—by the environments in which people live.
Language as Function Rather Than Expression
When first asked whether he uses language creatively, the participant is hesitant.
"Most of my interactions are quite normal and just kind of basic."
Rather than viewing language as a tool for artistic expression, he sees it as something primarily used to meet practical needs.
Throughout the interview he repeatedly contrasts two different uses of language: functional communication and expressive communication.
The former dominates his everyday life, while the latter feels increasingly distant.
"Language to me at the moment is just kind of functional."
This distinction becomes one of the central themes of the conversation.
The Importance of Being Heard
As the interview develops, the participant identifies a deeper issue than creativity itself.
He explains:
"I don't feel that people really want to hear me."
This observation shifts the discussion away from language as a personal skill and toward language as a social relationship.
For the participant, creativity is not simply about having something to say. It is also about having people willing to listen.
He reflects:
"I'd like to feel that my intellect is stimulated by the need to talk."
The statement reveals a desire for meaningful dialogue rather than merely routine interaction.
Throughout the interview, the participant returns to the idea that expression becomes difficult when there is no audience for it.
Isolation and Everyday Life
A significant portion of the interview focuses on social isolation.
The participant describes a life that has become increasingly limited following illness.
"A lot of my life is kind of just TV and newspaper."
Activities that once provided connection and enjoyment have gradually disappeared.
He mentions friendships, social gatherings, and leisure activities that have become harder to maintain over time.
Although he accepts many aspects of his current situation, there is a clear sense of loss beneath the surface.
The interview therefore highlights not only the practical realities of recovery but also the social consequences of illness and withdrawal.
"Like Being Allergic to Something Good"
One of the most memorable metaphors in the interview emerges when the participant attempts to describe his relationship with social interaction.
He explains:
"It's like being allergic to something good."
The phrase captures a difficult contradiction.
The participant values connection and recognises its importance, yet simultaneously experiences anxiety and discomfort in social situations.
He wants social contact but often feels compelled to avoid it.
This tension appears throughout the interview and provides one of its most emotionally resonant moments.
It also demonstrates that despite his repeated claims not to use language creatively, he is capable of producing vivid and expressive imagery.
Anxiety and Communication
The participant speaks openly about anxiety and its effects on communication.
Large gatherings are particularly difficult:
"The bigger, the worse."
Parties, celebrations, and group events are experienced as overwhelming and unpredictable.
By contrast, one-to-one conversations feel safer.
He explains that individual interactions provide clearer boundaries and expectations, making communication more manageable.
The interview itself becomes an example of this preference. The participant repeatedly notes that the structured nature of the conversation makes it easier than many other social situations.
One-to-One Conversations and Safety
The participant's reflections on one-to-one communication are particularly insightful.
He explains:
"One person to talk to—I can cope with that."
Unlike large social environments, individual conversations provide a sense of order and predictability.
There is a shared topic, opportunities to take turns, and fewer competing demands for attention.
These observations highlight the importance of context in communication. The participant does not reject social interaction altogether. Rather, certain forms of interaction are more accessible than others.
The interview therefore challenges simplistic assumptions about social withdrawal, revealing a much more nuanced relationship with communication.
Recovery, Identity, and Acceptance
Throughout the conversation, the participant speaks with notable honesty about recovery.
He describes trying to manage anxiety, avoid drugs, and rebuild aspects of his life while accepting the limitations he currently faces.
There is little sense of dramatic transformation or recovery rhetoric.
Instead, the interview presents recovery as an ongoing process of adaptation.
The participant repeatedly emphasises the importance of simply getting through each day:
"Just kind of get on with the day."
This pragmatic approach gives the interview a distinctive tone. Rather than focusing on future ambitions, it centres on the realities of living with uncertainty in the present.
Reflections
At first glance, this interview appears to be about the absence of creativity.
The participant repeatedly describes language as functional, ordinary, and constrained. Yet the conversation itself reveals considerable depth, reflection, and expressive insight.
Through discussions of loneliness, anxiety, communication, and recovery, the participant explores the social foundations of language. Creativity emerges not as an individual talent but as something that depends on opportunity, connection, and the presence of attentive listeners.
Perhaps the most important contribution of this interview is its reminder that expression is relational. People do not simply need words. They also need spaces in which those words matter.
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About This Interview Series
The interviews published in this online series represent only a small selection of the wider Clinical DAIS Corpus.
They have been chosen to provide readers with a sense of the range of experiences, communication styles, personal narratives, and perspectives contained within the archive. Many additional interviews, transcripts, and supporting materials remain available within the full corpus but are not explored individually in this series.
The purpose of these pages is to offer an accessible introduction to the collection while highlighting the richness and diversity of the voices contained within it.
Researchers, clinicians, students, service users, carers, and members of the public interested in exploring the wider dataset are encouraged to consult the full Clinical DAIS Corpus and related publications.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 7 (03AR15). Functional Language, Isolation, and the Desire to Be Heard.
Interview 6: Structure, Songwriting, and Digital Creativity
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 03EB14
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
Among all the interviews in the corpus, this participant describes perhaps the broadest range of creative activities. Songwriting, poetry, programming, graphic design, web development, photography, blogging, and science-fiction writing all feature prominently in the conversation.
Yet despite this diversity, a common thread runs throughout the interview: a deep appreciation for structure. Whether writing song lyrics, designing websites, organising computer code, or arranging text on a page, the participant repeatedly returns to the importance of form, order, and visual alignment. Creativity is not presented as spontaneous chaos but as something that flourishes within carefully constructed frameworks.
The interview offers a fascinating exploration of how artistic expression and technical problem-solving can become intertwined, revealing creativity as both an imaginative and highly organised process.
Key Themes
Songwriting and lyric writing
Poetry and creative writing
Programming and web development
Graphic design and digital creativity
Structure and creative constraints
Photography and visual composition
Science fiction and storytelling
Technology as a creative medium
Organisation and pattern
Creativity through systems and design
Interview Summary
The participant immediately identifies as someone who uses language creatively, describing a long-standing passion for songwriting and lyric writing. While he occasionally writes poetry, songs remain his primary creative outlet, and he estimates that he has been writing them for around a decade. Over the years he has accumulated hundreds of songs, all carefully stored on his computer.
Alongside songwriting, the participant is deeply involved in programming and web design. He describes building websites using HTML, CSS, JavaScript, and occasionally Python, combining graphic design with interactive coding. Rather than seeing technical and artistic work as separate activities, he views them as different expressions of the same creative impulse.
A particularly striking aspect of the interview is the participant's emphasis on structure. He repeatedly explains that creativity works best for him when it occurs within clearly defined boundaries. Song lyrics must align visually on the page, coding projects require carefully organised sections, and website designs are built from interconnected components. Far from limiting creativity, these constraints appear to make creative work possible.
The conversation also explores revision and refinement. The participant rarely treats creativity as a spontaneous act. Instead, he describes an ongoing process of editing, tweaking, restructuring, and improving ideas. Whether working on songs, code, or digital artwork, creativity emerges through repeated refinement rather than sudden inspiration alone.
Photography and visual design provide additional outlets for expression. The participant enjoys photographing architecture, landscapes, and urban environments, while graphic design allows him to combine visual elements with programming logic.
Overall, the interview presents creativity as a lifelong process of building, organising, and refining ideas. It offers a unique perspective on the relationship between artistic expression and technical thinking, showing how imagination can flourish through structure rather than despite it.
"Mostly It Is Songwriting"
Unlike many participants who hesitate when asked about creativity, this participant responds immediately.
"I do. I write song lyrics."
Although he occasionally writes poetry and scripts, songwriting occupies a special place in his creative life.
He estimates that he has been writing songs for approximately ten years and explains that songwriting feels more natural than poetry:
"Mostly it is songwriting that I do."
The structure of songs appears particularly important. Verses, choruses, and rhyme schemes provide a framework that helps ideas take shape.
While poetry sometimes leaves him searching for direction, songs offer a form that supports creativity rather than constraining it.
Creativity Through Revision
A recurring theme throughout the interview is the importance of rewriting.
The participant describes a process of continual refinement:
"I tweak and tweak and tweak. I hone it and hone it."
Rather than treating creativity as inspiration alone, he sees it as a process of careful development.
Lines are rewritten, verses reorganised, and ideas gradually improved over time.
This approach challenges popular ideas about creativity as spontaneous expression. For this participant, creativity often emerges through persistence and editing.
The creative act is not simply writing something once; it is returning to it repeatedly until it feels right.
Structure as a Creative Tool
Perhaps the most distinctive feature of the interview is the participant's relationship with structure.
He repeatedly explains that creative work needs clear organisation:
"Everything has to line up."
This principle applies across multiple areas of his life.
When writing songs, each line must align visually on the page.
When coding websites, information must be organised into logical sections.
When designing layouts, elements must fit together in coherent ways.
The participant describes using physical guides to maintain alignment while writing and explains that structured formatting helps him express ideas more effectively.
Importantly, structure is not experienced as restrictive.
Instead, it becomes a tool that enables creativity.
Programming as Creative Expression
Although the interview begins with songwriting, programming eventually occupies much of the conversation.
The participant describes building websites using HTML, CSS, JavaScript, and related technologies.
What is particularly striking is the way he talks about coding.
Rather than presenting programming as purely technical, he repeatedly frames it as creative work.
He explains how images, interactive elements, and code are layered together to create user experiences:
"You've got the graphic design and then you've got the coding on top of that."
For him, programming involves imagination, design, problem-solving, and communication.
In this sense, web development becomes another form of artistic practice.
Building Worlds Through Technology
The participant's description of website design often resembles discussions of architecture or world-building.
Pages are divided into sections.
Images are mapped and connected.
Interactive areas are carefully planned.
Users navigate spaces created by the designer.
This approach echoes his earlier interests in songwriting and science-fiction writing.
Across different mediums, the participant is engaged in the same fundamental activity: constructing environments through which other people can move and interact.
The materials may differ—words, code, images—but the creative process remains remarkably similar.
Photography and Visual Attention
Beyond writing and programming, photography provides another outlet for creativity.
The participant enjoys capturing buildings, landscapes, and urban scenes.
He speaks enthusiastically about photographing architecture and natural reflections:
"The reflections are really good."
Unlike some forms of photography that focus on people or events, his attention is drawn toward structure, shape, pattern, and composition.
This interest mirrors many of the themes found elsewhere in the interview.
Whether looking at a building, a photograph, a song, or a piece of code, he appears consistently attracted to order and design.
Creativity Through Systems
One of the most interesting aspects of the conversation is the participant's fascination with systems.
He repeatedly discusses frameworks, organisation, margins, structures, divisions, and relationships between parts.
This applies both to coding and to writing.
For many people, creativity and structure are viewed as opposites.
This interview suggests the opposite may be true.
The participant's creativity seems to emerge precisely because systems exist.
Frameworks provide a foundation upon which imagination can operate.
As a result, organisation becomes a creative resource rather than a limitation.
Known Paths and Creative Confidence
Toward the end of the interview, the participant reflects on why structure matters so much to him.
He explains:
"I prefer the known rather than the unknown."
This statement offers a valuable insight into his creative process.
Creative work often involves uncertainty, yet the participant has developed methods that make creativity feel manageable.
Alignment, formatting, coding conventions, and familiar structures create a stable environment within which experimentation becomes possible.
Creativity therefore emerges not from abandoning structure but from working confidently within it.
Reflections
This interview challenges common assumptions about creativity.
The participant is simultaneously a songwriter, poet, programmer, photographer, designer, and web developer. Yet the most important theme is not the variety of activities he pursues but the way he approaches them.
Across every creative practice, structure plays a central role.
Song lyrics are carefully aligned.
Websites are organised into components.
Code is divided into logical sections.
Photographs focus on composition and form.
Rather than restricting imagination, these structures provide the conditions that allow it to flourish.
The interview ultimately presents creativity as a process of building connections between ideas, systems, images, and words. It offers a compelling reminder that creativity is not always about breaking rules. Sometimes it is about finding the right framework within which new ideas can emerge.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 6 (03EB14). Structure, Songwriting, and Digital Creativity.
Interview 5: Colourful Language, Voice Hearing, and the Creativity of Connection
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 12AY15
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
When asked whether she uses language creatively, the participant offers an unexpected response. Rather than describing herself as creative, she suggests that she thinks "more colourfully than creatively." What follows is a thoughtful and deeply reflective discussion about hearing voices, peer support, communication, creativity, and the importance of listening.
Drawing on many years of experience both as a voice hearer and as a facilitator of a Hearing Voices group, the participant explores how language can become a practical tool for coping, connection, and mutual understanding. The interview provides a rare insight into creativity not as artistic production but as a way of responding to distress, building community, and helping people tell their stories.
Key Themes
Hearing voices and coping strategies
Creative uses of language
Peer support and community
Listening and understanding
Communication across difference
The Hearing Voices Movement
Creativity as problem-solving
Social connection and belonging
Storytelling and personal narratives
Recovery and mutual support
Interview Summary
The participant begins by explaining that she thinks of her use of language as "colourful" rather than creative. She describes living with voices for many years and explains that one way she manages them is through inventive verbal responses. Rather than repeatedly using the same language, she develops new ways of addressing or responding to the voices, finding this process both cathartic and useful.
The conversation expands into a broader discussion of creativity as a form of problem-solving. The participant describes techniques developed within Hearing Voices groups, including negotiating with voices, setting boundaries, and finding alternative ways of responding to difficult experiences. These strategies are presented not as cures but as practical tools that help some people manage distress more effectively.
A major focus of the interview is the Hearing Voices group that she has helped facilitate for more than sixteen years. She describes the group as a diverse and supportive community where members share experiences, creative projects, photographs, newsletters, artwork, baking, and conversation. Creativity emerges not as an individual pursuit but as something woven into relationships and collective life.
The participant also reflects extensively on communication itself. She discusses the challenges of listening to people who express themselves in unfamiliar or disjointed ways and the importance of being honest when understanding breaks down. Rather than assuming communication should always be smooth, she presents it as a collaborative process requiring patience, curiosity, and respect.
Throughout the interview, creativity is understood in a remarkably broad sense. It includes language, coping strategies, knitting, newsletters, photography, group activities, and the ongoing work of helping people tell their stories. The interview ultimately presents creativity as a deeply social process rooted in care, empathy, and human connection.
"More Colourfully Than Creatively"
One of the most memorable moments in the interview occurs immediately after the opening question.
Asked whether she uses language creatively, the participant responds:
"Sometimes I would think more colourfully than creatively."
This phrase becomes a gateway into a fascinating discussion about living with voices.
She explains that after many years of voice hearing, she developed a habit of inventing new ways of responding to them:
"I do find that if we use the same swear words all the time it doesn't help, so I have to be creative in finding new swear words to react to them."
Humorous on the surface, the comment points toward a much deeper process. Language becomes a coping tool, allowing the participant to respond actively rather than passively to distressing experiences.
The phrase "turning the air blue" becomes both a joke and a vivid example of how metaphor and language can transform difficult experiences.
Creativity as a Coping Strategy
As the conversation develops, the participant broadens the discussion beyond swearing and humour.
She describes creativity as an essential part of managing voice hearing:
"You have to think of new ways to get rid of them, or to put them on hold."
One example involves negotiating with voices rather than simply trying to suppress them.
She explains that some group members use an approach such as:
"Come back later at 6 PM and I'll give you ten minutes."
This strategy reflects a highly creative approach to distress. Rather than treating voices solely as symptoms to be eliminated, they become experiences that can sometimes be managed through dialogue, boundaries, and negotiation.
The participant is careful to emphasise that these approaches do not work for everyone, but they demonstrate the variety of ways people adapt to difficult experiences.
Listening to Many Different Stories
A recurring theme throughout the interview is diversity.
The participant repeatedly notes that members of her group come from very different backgrounds and communicate in very different ways.
She explains:
"We've all got our own way of communicating our stories."
For her, one of the most important aspects of facilitating a group is recognising and respecting these differences.
Rather than searching for a single correct way of telling a story, she values the uniqueness of each person's narrative and communication style.
This perspective reflects a broader philosophy of acceptance that runs throughout the interview.
The Challenge of Understanding
One of the most thoughtful parts of the conversation concerns listening.
The participant describes how some group members communicate in ways that can be difficult to follow:
"Perhaps sometimes a bit disjointed."
This creates challenges for facilitators and listeners alike.
What makes her reflections particularly insightful is her honesty about these difficulties. She admits that she sometimes worries about telling people when she does not understand them.
"I don't like saying to someone I don't understand what they're talking about."
At the same time, she recognises the importance of honesty:
"Isn't that better to be honest than rather than to nod your head and agree with something you don't know what they're talking about?"
This tension between kindness and clarity becomes one of the most compelling themes of the interview.
Creativity in the Hearing Voices Group
The participant's Hearing Voices group emerges as a powerful example of collective creativity.
Members bring a wide range of talents and interests into the group:
"A lot of our members are very talented in many different ways."
These contributions include baking, artwork, colouring, photography, newsletters, websites, and other creative projects.
One member regularly brings homemade cakes.
Another designed the group's website.
During the pandemic, a member produced a quarterly newsletter featuring photographs and contributions from others.
These activities help create an environment that feels welcoming and informal rather than clinical.
As the participant explains:
"It works."
The simplicity of this statement reflects years of practical experience.
Creativity, Concentration, and Wellbeing
The interview also explores the relationship between creativity and mental wellbeing.
The participant describes knitting as an important personal activity:
"It totally helps me to relax in the evenings."
She notes that many voice hearers struggle with concentration, making some activities difficult.
Creative projects can therefore provide an alternative focus:
"Sometimes it's easier to have a little project that you're good at."
This observation highlights the practical value of creativity. Rather than serving purely artistic goals, creative activities can support concentration, relaxation, confidence, and emotional wellbeing.
Sixteen Years of Peer Support
One of the most inspiring sections of the interview concerns the history of the participant's Hearing Voices group.
Following the closure of a psychiatric hospital where she had once been a patient, she and another voice hearer decided to create a peer support group.
After receiving specialist Hearing Voices facilitation training, they established what would become a long-running community resource.
More than sixteen years later, the group remains active.
The participant describes outings, meals, boat trips, bowling, and countless shared experiences that extend beyond formal support sessions.
What emerges is a picture of community rather than treatment.
The group provides friendship, belonging, and opportunities for people who might otherwise experience significant social isolation.
Reflections
Although this interview begins with a discussion of language, it ultimately becomes a reflection on connection.
The participant describes creativity not as artistic genius but as a practical, everyday resource. Creativity appears in the invention of new coping strategies, the adaptation of communication styles, the production of newsletters, the sharing of cakes, and the willingness to listen carefully to another person's story.
Perhaps the most striking aspect of the interview is its generosity. The participant consistently focuses on helping others express themselves, find support, and feel understood.
In doing so, she presents creativity as something fundamentally relational. It is not simply about producing things. It is about finding new ways to communicate, cope, connect, and care for one another.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 5 (12AY15). Colourful Language, Voice Hearing, and the Creativity of Connection.
Interview 4: Snapshots, Rhymes, and Creative Identity in a Digital World
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 21AP15
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
Unlike many participants who immediately embrace or reject the idea of linguistic creativity, this participant spends much of the conversation thinking through the question itself. What begins as uncertainty gradually develops into a rich exploration of social media, photography, rhyming captions, communication, originality, and self-expression.
Throughout the interview, the participant repeatedly revises his answer, moving from "no" to a more nuanced recognition that he does in fact use language creatively. His reflections reveal how creativity can emerge through everyday digital practices rather than traditional artistic forms. In doing so, the interview offers an insightful account of creativity in contemporary online life.
Key Themes
Creativity and self-discovery
Social media communication
Rhyming language and wordplay
Photography and visual storytelling
Digital identity
Originality and uniqueness
Memory and personal archives
Communication in online spaces
Technology and digital culture
Self-expression through images and words
Interview Summary
The interview begins with uncertainty. Asked whether he does creative things with language, the participant initially struggles to understand the question and repeatedly asks for clarification. He describes himself as shy and suggests that creativity is more closely associated with visual art than language.
As the conversation progresses, however, he begins to recognise forms of creativity that he had not initially considered. In particular, he describes creating short rhyming captions and comments for social media posts. These brief pieces of language accompany photographs and help communicate mood, meaning, and personal experience. Although he presents them modestly, they function as a form of creative expression.
Photography becomes another major theme. The participant describes taking pictures of everyday experiences and storing them as a personal archive. Rather than focusing on technical photography, he values the ability to capture meaningful moments and revisit them later. Images become a form of memory, allowing him to reflect on past experiences and track changes over time.
The conversation also explores the nature of communication in digital environments. The participant reflects on the challenge of attracting attention online, suggesting that language often needs to be brief, memorable, and visually connected to images. He describes creativity as a way of expressing identity while avoiding repetition and maintaining originality.
Underlying many of these reflections is an interest in technology and systems of communication. The participant discusses software, mathematics, data transfer, and the ways different forms of communication intersect in modern life. Throughout the interview, language, images, technology, and identity are presented not as separate domains but as interconnected parts of a larger digital culture.
By the end of the conversation, the participant has largely revised his original answer. What began as a denial of creativity becomes an exploration of the many subtle ways creativity appears in everyday communication.
"This Is a Trick Question"
The interview opens with confusion rather than certainty.
When asked whether he does creative things with language, the participant laughs and responds:
"What is that, a trick question?"
His uncertainty stems partly from the broadness of the term "language." Initially, he understands language primarily as spoken English and struggles to identify any creative use of it.
He explains:
"I'm more artist creative."
This distinction is important because it reveals how many people associate creativity with recognised artistic activities while overlooking the creativity embedded within everyday communication.
The interview therefore begins with a process of discovery rather than description.
Discovering Creativity Through Conversation
One of the most interesting aspects of the interview is watching the participant gradually change his mind.
After initially rejecting the idea that he uses language creatively, he suddenly remembers something important:
"Actually I am."
He then describes a habit of creating short comments, captions, and phrases that often contain rhymes or references.
These comments are usually attached to photographs or social media posts:
"I like to use things that rhyme."
For the participant, language and images work together. The words do not simply describe a picture but become part of its overall meaning.
This moment represents a turning point in the interview. Creativity is no longer something distant or abstract but something already present in everyday life.
Language in the Age of Social Media
A recurring theme throughout the conversation is the influence of digital culture on communication.
The participant recognises that online communication often requires brevity:
"You have to be quick, short, and express it in as few words as possible."
This constraint encourages a particular form of creativity. Rather than writing lengthy explanations, he aims to create captions or comments that communicate an idea quickly and effectively.
He also acknowledges that references and meanings are not always obvious:
"Some people will understand it."
This creates a sense of connection with those who share similar experiences, interests, or cultural references.
The participant therefore sees language not only as a means of communication but also as a way of finding people who think similarly.
Photography as Personal History
Photography emerges as one of the most significant creative activities discussed in the interview.
The participant describes taking photographs of everyday experiences and preserving them on his phone:
"It's like an archive."
Rather than viewing photographs primarily as artistic objects, he sees them as records of lived experience.
He explains:
"It's like my history."
This perspective transforms photography into a form of memory work. Images become a personal record that can be revisited months or years later.
The participant is particularly interested in capturing moments that feel meaningful or memorable:
"I've been able to capture that moment."
The emphasis is not on technical perfection but on preserving experiences that might otherwise be forgotten.
Originality and Avoiding Repetition
Throughout the interview, the participant repeatedly returns to the importance of originality.
Social media, in his view, often becomes repetitive:
"It's kind of boring."
He dislikes endlessly posting the same kinds of images or repeating the same content. Instead, he prefers variety and uniqueness.
This desire for originality appears connected to personal identity:
"It represents me."
The participant suggests that creative choices reveal aspects of character and personality. Originality is therefore valuable not simply because it attracts attention but because it communicates something authentic about the individual.
This concern with uniqueness also influences his photography and use of language.
Communication, Technology, and the Digital World
The interview eventually expands beyond photography and language to include reflections on technology itself.
The participant describes an interest in software, mathematics, and digital systems. He understands communication as part of a larger technological network:
"Everything merges together."
Language, photographs, software, and digital communication are presented as interconnected processes rather than separate activities.
This broader perspective allows the participant to think about creativity in contemporary terms. Creative expression no longer depends on traditional artistic media alone. It can emerge through digital platforms, online communication, image sharing, and technological understanding.
The interview therefore offers an unusually modern account of creativity rooted in everyday digital life.
Creativity as Self-Representation
Perhaps the strongest theme running throughout the conversation is self-representation.
Whether discussing photography, captions, rhymes, or originality, the participant repeatedly returns to the idea that creative choices reveal something about who a person is.
He explains:
"It's explaining me."
This simple phrase captures the central role creativity plays in the interview.
Language and images are not merely tools for attracting attention. They are ways of expressing identity, preserving memories, and communicating personal experience.
Even when the participant appears uncertain about his creativity, his reflections consistently point toward creative practices that help him understand and represent himself.
Reflections
This interview begins with a participant insisting that he does not use language creatively. By the end of the conversation, that position has changed considerably.
Through discussion, the participant recognises creativity in social media captions, rhyming phrases, photography, digital communication, and personal archives. The interview demonstrates how creative practices can become so integrated into everyday life that they are no longer recognised as creative at all.
Perhaps most importantly, the conversation highlights the relationship between creativity and identity. The participant's photographs, captions, and online interactions function as ways of preserving memories, communicating experiences, and representing himself to others.
In a world increasingly shaped by digital communication, this interview offers a valuable insight into how creativity can emerge through ordinary acts of sharing, remembering, and connecting.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 4 (21AP15). Snapshots, Rhymes, and Creative Identity in a Digital World.
Interview 3: Imagination, Games, and the Creative Power of Conversation
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 21UN11
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
At first, the participant rejects the idea that he uses language creatively. However, as the conversation unfolds, a different picture emerges. Through humour, storytelling, role-playing games, world-building, and conversation itself, the interview reveals a participant whose life has been shaped by imagination and creativity for many years.
The discussion explores the therapeutic value of talking, the importance of humour, a lifelong passion for Dungeons & Dragons, and the role creativity plays in managing mental wellbeing. Although the participant sometimes struggles to explain his ideas in the moment, the interview demonstrates how creativity can persist even when confidence, concentration, or mental health fluctuate.
Key Themes
Humour and witty banter
Language as emotional release
Creativity and imagination
Dungeons & Dragons and role-playing games
World-building and storytelling
Mental wellbeing and relaxation
Identity as a creative person
Recovery and self-expression
Gaming communities and social connection
Communication and confidence
Interview Summary
When asked whether he uses language creatively, the participant initially responds that he does not. Instead, he describes himself as someone who enjoys "witty banter" and making people laugh. As the interview progresses, however, it becomes clear that creativity occupies a much larger place in his life than he first acknowledges.
The participant explains that conversation serves an important emotional function. Talking helps him release thoughts, express emotions, and reduce mental pressure. Humour, in particular, is presented as a way of connecting with others while improving his own mood. Rather than viewing language primarily as a tool for communication, he describes it as something that can relax the mind and create enjoyment.
A major focus of the interview is his long-standing interest in Dungeons & Dragons and other role-playing games. Introduced to the game during childhood, he has remained involved with fantasy gaming for decades. He discusses collecting rulebooks, designing scenarios, creating maps, inventing adventures, and imagining fictional worlds. Although he occasionally struggles to articulate these creative processes during the interview, it becomes clear that storytelling and world-building remain central interests.
The participant also reflects on periods when creativity has been more difficult to access. He repeatedly explains that he feels unable to engage fully with creative projects when his mind is racing or unsettled. Nevertheless, he remains optimistic that as his mental state becomes calmer, he will return to the activities he enjoys.
Throughout the conversation, creativity is portrayed not as artistic achievement but as an everyday process of imagination, play, humour, and expression. The interview highlights the ways in which hobbies, conversation, and fantasy worlds can contribute to wellbeing while providing meaningful opportunities for self-expression.
Witty Banter and the Joy of Conversation
The participant's first response to the interview question is revealing.
Rather than talking about poetry, writing, or artistic language, he immediately focuses on humour:
"Witty banter. That's what I usually come out with, mate."
For him, language is closely connected to laughter and social connection.
When asked what he enjoys about banter, his answer is simple:
"Well it makes people laugh. It cheers me up."
Humour functions as both entertainment and emotional support. The ability to make others laugh appears to provide satisfaction while helping him manage his own wellbeing.
Throughout the interview, his conversational style reflects this preference for relaxed, informal interaction.
Language as a Way of Releasing Emotions
One of the strongest themes in the interview is the idea that talking helps relieve psychological pressure.
The participant repeatedly describes conversation as a way of expressing thoughts and emotions:
"You come out with things that's on your mind. It relaxes your brain."
Rather than viewing language as something purely intellectual, he understands it as a practical tool for emotional regulation.
At another point he explains:
"Talking about your problems releases problems."
This perspective appears central to his understanding of communication. Language is valuable not because it is clever or artistic, but because it allows difficult thoughts to be shared rather than carried alone.
The participant clearly prefers spoken communication to writing, describing talking as the form of expression he enjoys most.
A Lifetime of Dungeons & Dragons
As the conversation develops, it becomes clear that creativity plays a much larger role in the participant's life than he initially suggests.
One of the most important examples is his long-standing involvement with Dungeons & Dragons.
Introduced to the game as a child, he has remained interested in it for decades:
"Someone introduced me to Dungeons and Dragons. I've been interested ever since."
The participant owns numerous books related to the game and speaks enthusiastically about role-playing, fantasy settings, and adventure design.
Unlike passive entertainment, Dungeons & Dragons encourages active participation in storytelling. Players invent characters, solve problems, build narratives, and imagine entire worlds.
The participant's enthusiasm for these activities reveals a rich imaginative life that contrasts with his earlier claim not to be creative.
Building Worlds and Creating Stories
Perhaps the most revealing part of the interview occurs when the participant describes creating his own game scenarios.
Although he occasionally struggles to find the right words, he explains that he enjoys designing adventures, maps, and encounters for other players:
"I make my own scenarios."
Later, he elaborates:
"Creating my own map on Dungeons and Dragons and doing my own small modules on the map."
These activities require imagination, planning, storytelling, and visual thinking.
The participant also expresses a desire to develop more ambitious projects in the future, including computer-based scenarios and original game environments.
Despite his occasional uncertainty during the interview, his creative interests emerge clearly through these descriptions.
"My Mind's Not Relaxed Enough"
A recurring theme throughout the conversation is the relationship between creativity and mental state.
Several times the participant explains that he finds it difficult to express ideas when his thoughts are moving too quickly:
"My mind's not relaxed enough."
This statement appears in different forms throughout the interview and helps explain why he sometimes hesitates when describing creative projects.
Importantly, he does not describe creativity as absent. Instead, he describes it as temporarily inaccessible.
The ideas remain present, but accessing and communicating them becomes more difficult during periods of mental strain.
This distinction is significant because it frames creativity as something that survives mental health challenges even when it becomes harder to use.
Seeing Himself as a Creative Person
Although the interview begins with a denial of creativity, the participant eventually reflects on how others have viewed him.
At one point he remarks:
"My friends used to call me very creative."
This comment stands in contrast to his initial responses and suggests that creativity has long been part of his identity.
The participant describes himself as someone who enjoys creating scenarios, designing maps, imagining stories, and exploring fictional worlds. These activities require many of the same abilities associated with more traditionally recognised creative pursuits.
The interview therefore reveals an interesting tension between self-perception and lived experience. While the participant hesitates to describe himself as creative, the examples he provides suggest otherwise.
Recovery, Routine, and Looking Forward
Alongside discussions of creativity, the participant reflects on managing his mental wellbeing.
He explains that activities which occupy his attention and create structure are particularly helpful:
"It calms me right down."
Conversation, hobbies, and creative projects all appear to contribute to this process.
The participant repeatedly expresses hope that as his mind becomes calmer, he will return to more creative activities:
"Once I'm a lot more relaxed, I'll start doing it."
Unlike narratives focused on loss, this interview is strongly future-oriented. The participant does not see creativity as something permanently behind him. Instead, it remains an important possibility for the future.
Reflections
At first glance, this interview appears to be about someone who does not consider himself creative. Yet as the conversation unfolds, a different picture emerges.
The participant speaks passionately about humour, storytelling, role-playing games, world-building, and imagination. He describes decades of involvement with fantasy gaming and continues to develop ideas for new scenarios and adventures.
Perhaps most importantly, the interview highlights the relationship between creativity and wellbeing. For this participant, talking, laughing, imagining, and creating are not separate activities. They are interconnected ways of making sense of the world and managing everyday life.
The interview ultimately suggests that creativity often exists in forms that people themselves may not immediately recognise. What begins as a discussion about language becomes a reflection on imagination, connection, and the enduring value of play.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 3 (21UN11). Imagination, Games, and the Creative Power of Conversation.
Interview 2: Creativity Interrupted – Art, Recovery, and Living with Schizophrenia
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 22AP15
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life.
When asked whether he uses language creatively, the participant initially responds with a simple "not really." What follows is a thoughtful conversation about schizophrenia, communication difficulties, artistic talent, employment, isolation, and recovery. Although the participant repeatedly downplays his own creativity, the interview reveals a life shaped by artistic interests, practical creativity, and a continuing hope for the future.
Unlike some interviews in the corpus that move through extensive life histories, this conversation remains focused on the participant's present circumstances and his reflections on how mental illness has affected opportunities, confidence, and self-expression.
Key Themes
Living with schizophrenia
Communication and social confidence
Creativity and self-perception
Art education and unrealised potential
Employment and identity
Gardening and practical creativity
Isolation and social withdrawal
Recovery and optimism
Family support
Hope for the future
Interview Summary
The participant begins by explaining that he does not consider himself particularly creative with language and finds communication difficult. He attributes many of these challenges to living with schizophrenia, which he has experienced since the age of eighteen.
Despite these difficulties, the interview reveals a history of creativity that extends beyond language. The participant describes studying at art college when he was younger and performing well academically before becoming unwell and leaving shortly before completing the course. He reflects on this period with a mixture of pride and regret, recognising both his artistic ability and the opportunities that were lost when mental illness disrupted his education.
The conversation also explores employment and identity. For seventeen years, the participant worked in grounds maintenance and gardening for the local council. He speaks positively about being outdoors and takes pride in the creative aspects of landscaping, planting, and maintaining public spaces. Losing this role had a significant impact, leaving him disconnected from a source of purpose and routine.
Throughout the interview, the participant repeatedly describes a tendency to stay at home and avoid social situations. While he values time alone, he also acknowledges that social anxiety and discomfort contribute to his isolation. At the same time, he remains cautiously optimistic about the future, expressing hope that his life will improve and that he may become more active again.
Family support emerges as an important protective factor. Although he lives independently, the participant remains closely connected to relatives who live nearby and provide practical and emotional support.
Perhaps the most striking aspect of the interview is the contrast between how the participant sees himself and what emerges through the conversation. He repeatedly claims not to be creative, yet describes a life involving art, gardening, design, music, and a thoughtful engagement with recovery. The interview offers a reminder that creativity often exists in forms that people themselves may not immediately recognise.
"I Find It Quite Hard Communicating"
The interview begins with a discussion about communication.
When asked whether he does creative things with language, the participant quickly answers:
"Not really, no."
As the conversation develops, he explains that communication has often been difficult:
"I find it quite hard communicating with people really."
These difficulties are connected to his experience of schizophrenia and a tendency to withdraw from social situations. Rather than describing specific language problems, he emphasises a broader lack of confidence in interacting with others.
The participant's response highlights an important theme found throughout the Clinical DAIS interviews: communication is often experienced as a social and emotional challenge rather than simply a linguistic one.
Living with Schizophrenia and Recovery
The participant has lived with schizophrenia for nearly three decades.
Rather than focusing on symptoms, he reflects on recovery and gradual improvement:
"I've been ill since the age of about eighteen and I'm forty-five now, but I'm getting better all the time."
This sense of ongoing progress appears repeatedly throughout the conversation:
"Each year goes by I get a bit better."
Unlike dramatic narratives of recovery, the participant describes improvement as a slow, cumulative process. Recovery is measured in small gains, increased stability, and a growing sense of confidence.
The interview therefore offers a hopeful perspective on long-term mental illness, emphasising persistence rather than sudden transformation.
Art College and Lost Opportunities
One of the most significant parts of the interview concerns the participant's time at art college.
He recalls being successful and enjoying his studies before becoming unwell:
"I was in art college when I was younger."
His illness interrupted what appeared to be a promising future:
"I was doing really well at the time and I become ill, so I had to drop out."
The participant explains that he left only six weeks before the end of the course despite achieving strong grades:
"I was in for a B, a B plus. I dropped out six weeks before the end of the course."
These memories are described without bitterness, yet there is a clear sense of loss. The participant recognises that illness altered the direction of his life at a critical moment.
Reflecting on this period, he remarks:
"I was quite a creative person when I was younger."
The statement is striking because it contrasts with his earlier insistence that he is not creative.
Creativity Beyond Art
Although the participant no longer identifies strongly as an artist, creativity continues to appear in other areas of his life.
For seventeen years he worked in gardening and grounds maintenance for the local council. While discussing this work, he naturally describes creative elements within it:
"I'm quite creative in the garden and that, like doing all the planting out, the flowers and stuff like that."
This practical creativity differs from the traditional image of artistic production but nevertheless involves design, planning, and aesthetic judgement.
The participant also speaks fondly about music, particularly rave music, suggesting that creative interests remain present even if they are no longer central to his daily routine.
Isolation, Comfort, and the Challenge of Going Out
A recurring theme throughout the interview is the tension between comfort and isolation.
The participant spends much of his time at home and describes feeling uncomfortable in social situations:
"I find it a bit difficult going out meeting people."
As a result, his days are often spent watching television or listening to the radio.
At the same time, he does not present himself as entirely content with this arrangement. He expresses a desire to become more active and hopes that easing restrictions and improving mental health will help him reconnect with the world.
Fishing, gardening, and spending time outdoors are described as activities that provide relief from isolation.
"It's nice just to get out for a few hours."
These moments suggest that recovery is not only about symptom reduction but also about rebuilding meaningful routines and connections.
Family Support and Stability
Throughout the conversation, family members appear as an important source of support.
The participant lives independently but remains close to relatives who live nearby:
"My family lives down the road."
This support network provides stability and reassurance while allowing him to maintain his own home and independence.
Unlike some narratives that focus exclusively on professional services, this interview highlights the importance of everyday family relationships in supporting long-term recovery.
Looking Forward
One of the most memorable aspects of the interview is the participant's optimism.
Despite discussing illness, educational disruption, unemployment, and isolation, he repeatedly returns to the future.
Near the end of the conversation he reflects:
"Hopefully in the next couple of years my life will turn around a bit better than what it's been."
This statement captures the tone of the interview as a whole. The participant does not minimise the difficulties he has faced, but neither does he define himself solely through those difficulties.
The conversation ultimately presents recovery as an ongoing process shaped by patience, family support, meaningful activities, and a willingness to keep looking forward.
Reflections
At first glance, this interview appears to be about a lack of creativity. The participant repeatedly insists that he is not particularly creative and struggles to answer the interview question.
Yet the conversation reveals a different picture.
The participant describes studying art, working creatively in gardening and landscaping, appreciating music, and imagining a future in which he may once again pursue artistic interests. His reflections suggest that creativity can survive even when confidence does not.
More broadly, the interview provides insight into the long-term realities of living with schizophrenia. Rather than focusing on dramatic experiences, it explores the quieter challenges of maintaining confidence, rebuilding a life after illness, and finding hope in gradual progress.
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 2 (22AP15). Creativity Interrupted – Art, Recovery, and Living with Schizophrenia.
Interview 1: Survival, Loss, and the Need to Be Heard
Clinical DAIS Interview Code: 26AR16
About This Interview
This interview forms part of the Clinical DAIS Corpus, a collection of lived-experience interviews exploring mental distress, recovery, identity, relationships, and everyday life. Although the interview begins with a question about language and creativity, the conversation develops into a powerful reflection on migration, family, trauma, loss, poverty, and resilience.
The participant moves freely between memories and reflections, creating a narrative that reveals how language functions not simply as communication, but as a way of carrying personal history. Throughout the interview, stories about childhood, education, family life, and mental health become intertwined with broader reflections on dignity, equality, and survival.
Key Themes
Migration and adapting to life in England
Education and intellectual identity
Equality and human dignity
Poverty and everyday survival
Family relationships and caregiving
Bereavement and the loss of a child
Childhood trauma and abuse
Mental health services and diagnosis
Reading, literature, and lifelong learning
Storytelling as a way of making sense of experience
Interview Summary
The participant begins by reflecting on arriving in England as a child and quickly establishes a lifelong interest in learning and education. She describes academic success, passing entrance examinations, and being recognised for her abilities, while also reflecting on the social challenges that can accompany intellectual achievement.
Throughout the interview, she repeatedly returns to a deeply held belief in equality. Titles, status, and intelligence are described as secondary to kindness and respect. In her view, every person possesses value and deserves recognition. These reflections are grounded not in abstract philosophy but in lived experience, including poverty, family responsibilities, and decades of navigating difficult circumstances.
The conversation then turns toward loss and hardship. The participant describes financial struggles, family obligations, and the challenge of supporting others while having little herself. Memories of childhood abuse emerge alongside accounts of grief following the death of a young son. These experiences are presented not as isolated events but as wounds that continue to shape her understanding of herself and the world.
A significant thread running through the interview concerns mental health services. The participant expresses frustration with explanations that focus solely on symptoms while overlooking the realities of trauma, bereavement, racism, displacement, and poverty. She repeatedly returns to the idea that painful life experiences are often more important to understanding distress than diagnostic labels alone.
Reading and learning remain important throughout the narrative. The participant recalls childhood books, Shakespeare, historical figures, and educational experiences with obvious affection. Literature appears not simply as entertainment but as a source of curiosity, imagination, and personal development.
Taken as a whole, the interview presents a portrait of someone who has endured significant hardship while maintaining a strong commitment to family, learning, and human dignity. The participant's reflections reveal how storytelling itself can become a form of survival.
Equality, Dignity, and Human Worth
One of the strongest themes in the interview is the participant's belief that every person has equal value regardless of status, wealth, or education.
Rather than defining people by intelligence or achievement, she emphasises character and kindness:
"People don't want to hear your IQ. They just want to know you're friendly, you're homely, and you don't take people for granted."
This idea reappears throughout the conversation. The participant rejects social hierarchies and repeatedly returns to the notion that all people begin life equally:
"We're all equal. But it's what we do to each other to get up the ladder."
These reflections appear to function as a moral framework developed through a lifetime of adversity.
Family, Poverty, and Everyday Survival
The interview contains numerous reflections on family life and the realities of financial hardship.
The participant describes living with two adult sons and supporting family members whenever possible despite limited resources. Financial insecurity is discussed openly, but the tone is often marked by humour and perspective rather than bitterness.
Perhaps the most striking statement comes when she reflects on what remains important despite hardship:
"Every time I get up, I'm so glad. I am so glad. And all my sons are alive."
This gratitude becomes a recurring counterpoint to stories of poverty, disappointment, and struggle.
Trauma, Loss, and Grief
Some of the most emotionally powerful parts of the interview concern childhood abuse and the death of the participant's son.
She describes abuse during childhood and expresses frustration that others sometimes focus on psychiatric symptoms without acknowledging the experiences that preceded them.
The loss of her son remains particularly painful:
"I used to be happy until they come and tell me my son dead. How can it be? He just a five-year-old."
The simplicity of this statement conveys the enduring nature of grief more powerfully than any extended explanation.
The participant also explains that these experiences continue to emerge unexpectedly during conversation:
"It all comes up from my stomach."
Throughout the interview, memory and emotion remain closely connected.
Mental Health and Life Experience
The participant repeatedly questions explanations of mental distress that ignore social and personal context.
She speaks about psychiatric treatment while suggesting that professionals sometimes overlook the events that shaped her difficulties.
One particularly revealing reflection is:
"They knew why people are scared."
The statement captures her belief that trauma and life experience are central to understanding distress.
Rather than rejecting mental health services outright, the participant appears to be arguing for a broader understanding of suffering—one that includes personal history, loss, racism, poverty, and abuse.
Reading, Learning, and Storytelling
Despite the difficult topics discussed, the interview also contains moments of warmth and intellectual curiosity.
The participant recalls reading Shakespeare, learning about Florence Nightingale and Grace Darling, and enjoying classic children's stories. Books are remembered as educational and transformative experiences.
When asked what she liked about the books she read, she responds simply:
"They was very, very educated."
Reading appears throughout the interview as a source of knowledge, stability, and imagination.
The participant also offers a fascinating reflection on language itself:
"The word is a transmitter and a receiver."
This observation perhaps comes closest to answering the interview's original question about language and creativity. Language is presented not as an abstract system but as a living exchange between people.
Reflections
Although framed as a discussion about language, this interview ultimately becomes a narrative about survival.
The participant's memories move between childhood, migration, education, family life, bereavement, trauma, and mental health. What emerges is not a linear life story but a portrait of someone continually working to make sense of difficult experiences through conversation.
At the heart of the interview lies a simple but persistent conviction: every person matters, every life contains suffering, and being listened to can make that suffering easier to bear.
About the Clinical DAIS Corpus
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Clinical DAIS Corpus. Interview 1 (26AR16). Survival, Loss, and the Need to Be Heard.